Graduation is exactly four weeks from today. It's almost summer. Just one more final push to the end.
Today was pretty uneventful.. I went to classes. I had lunch. I listened sadly while everybody made their prom plans (just keep reminding myself, I have next year. and maybe even a boyfriend by then?? ;)). Now I'm in the library until my friends are done with classes. I'm thinking of going into town to get a snack if I have enough money because I really don't feel like doing anything productive at the moment, still recovering from my last couple weeks of insane studying. Crossing my fingers that I have a few dollars.. because even though I ate my entire lunch today (yay! kicking this little relapse asap!!), I'm still STARVING right now, probably because yesterday my eating was all weird.. I cooked myself pasta for dinner around 4 and then had a bagpipe band rehearsal from 6:30 to 9:30, my usual dinnertime. And when I went home I was super hungry but nothing looked good to me so I didn't end up having much. So now I'm so so so so SOO hungry. Maybe I'll get a bit of frozen yogurt, that sounds good!
Tonight I'm planning on going to dinner with my mum and then heading to the ice rink for a couple of hours (FINALLY). I want to go shopping, need some more summer clothes now that it's warm weather (I NEED this amazing dress, only $10!!!!), but with the current state of my wrists and legs, I'm not so sure that's a good idea to do today. SO regretting that. And I just found out that I have a doctor appointment on monday with my ED doctor, crappppppppp, there will be questions and I'm not too excited for that, it was just a little blip and it won't happen again (or not regularly, I'm not going back down that path. As I said, I'm kicking this backtracking before it gets serious.) So hopefully that goes well :/
As a final little remark, I just have to say, there are some seriously strange people that come to the library, LOL. I feel very uncomfortable a lot of the time surrounded by people talking to themselves or waving their arms around strangely....... -.-
Hope you're all having good days, happy to say that this is a relatively good one compared to my recent days :)