Today I have felt like there's a really tight spring coiled inside me, and it just keeps getting tighter and tighter, until it will explode, just waiting to release all of it's (bad) energy. It's anxiety and stress feeling, the tightness building.. but not really like my usual shaky/head-spinning kind of anxiety. Kind of.. eerily calm, my mind is so quiet and my body is so relaxed, but something inside my mind waiting to break, spring out of control?
I don't know, it's hard to explain in writing.. I could explain it out loud talking to my friend who also has anxiety, she could understand what I meant, but I don't know it just sounds REALLY strange in writing, maybe you understand the feeling I'm trying to explain? haha! (maybe my current metaphor has something to do with that we're learning about springs and elasticity energy in physics right now?? hahaha!).