First off, yesterday at my therapist appointment we talked a lot about agoraphobia. And I pretty much have it confirmed with two therapists that I have it. So that is a big relief to figure something like that out, to know that I'm not crazy. There's other people like me. And I can get better! We're starting to figure out a plan of what my worst symptoms are, and how I'm going to eventually learn to deal with them and not let it bother me. Sounds very not-fun overall.. not necessarily even too anxiety-provoking, but really just dry and boring??? Haha! I say that now.. but maybe I'll bite my tongue on that one later ;) It still just kind of feels like I can never get over it though. Because it's something I've had for basically my entire life. But it sounds so amazing to be free from agoraphobia.. like my life would be so open and so much easier.
Anyways, Enough of that!
|Sunset while walking home.|
So that was basically how my very nice weekend went! I have lots of pictures to post, but I'm at the library right now so I can't do that. I have a couple I can get from my instagram web profile which I put above, but I have many many more that aren't on insta :)
Besides all that, I have a serious Lord of the Rings obsession going on right now!! My friend (who I hung out with this weekend) got me hooked on it, and what can I say, I am just plain ADDICTED.
So I'll leave you all with a lovely picture of Legolas, the most absolutely beautiful being ever, who I am absolutely in love with. My friend and I did our hair like him today <3 we're also making hobbit cloaks and all of these other things.. And we've made a few batches of Lembas Bread, the most delicious thing ever!!
How can you not love him <3<3<3