Friday, June 29, 2012

Tired, tired

Wow, I am tired.

Both as in, I just want to sleep and I am tired of everything.

I can't do this. I can't keep going. It's too hard. I can't do it anymore. I don't have it in me.

No. I have to keep going. I have to get through. It's hard now, but it WILL get better someday. 


Usch.

I have to leave for yoga in a few minutes, but I don't really feel like going.. it's nice, but i'm just not in the mood today ya know? And I'm not even ready at all. Haven't had my snack, I can't do it, I fail. I'm not even ready to go, my dad's going to get mad at me. I have nothing to wear, I can't choose.

I just hate life right now. I'm so miserable. Being dragged around, doing things, not enjoying anything, going through torturous day after another.

I want it all to be over.

1 comment:

  1. Dont give up darling. It gets better.
    I know its tough, but it gets easier. dont give up hope and dont give up on recovery. You know its for the best, and remember you said you enjoyed Yoga. im sure you'll feel better afterwards.
    No matter what, no matter how tough thigns get dont give up!!
    Its the tough times that make you stronger, that make things easier.

    Remember, tomorrow is a new day... :)

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