Wow, I am tired.
Both as in, I just want to sleep and I am tired of everything.
I can't do this. I can't keep going. It's too hard. I can't do it anymore. I don't have it in me.
No. I have to keep going. I have to get through. It's hard now, but it WILL get better someday.
I have to leave for yoga in a few minutes, but I don't really feel like going.. it's nice, but i'm just not in the mood today ya know? And I'm not even ready at all. Haven't had my snack, I can't do it, I fail. I'm not even ready to go, my dad's going to get mad at me. I have nothing to wear, I can't choose.
I just hate life right now. I'm so miserable. Being dragged around, doing things, not enjoying anything, going through torturous day after another.
I want it all to be over.