I'm sitting in the school office right now. I've been here since 10,30 today. I came during study period to ask to talk to my counsellor, and we talked about pretty much everything, how I've been feeling lately, like what I talked about in last nights post. I just didn't even know what to do anymore so I thought I might as well go to her. She called my mum and an EMQ person after talking to me a bit. They both got here at lunch, and my mum is really freaked out I think, she doesn't really know what's going on. They've been in the office talking for about 45 minutes now, I have no idea what's going on. He's going to be evaluating me or something. I'm afraid that they're going to put me away in a hospital, which my counsellor said that I might to to a hospital for a bit but not suddenly or anything like I'm thinking, I will have some say in it.
More updates later I guess. Meanwhile I'm sitting here in the office and I kind of have to use the bathroom but I feel like they won't let me leave.. Umm. That's the least of my problems right now though :) more updates later.