Tuesday, April 3, 2012

How do I keep going?

I guess I don't really have much to write about my day, I wrote out most of the important stuff in my last post and i honestly don't have the energy right now to really do much of another post. i'm feeling so alone right now, like there's nobody that has any idea how i'm feeling. i don't even know what to do anymore. i can't really put into words how i'm feeling. but it's bad, really bad. anything i type out doesn't come anywhere close to how bad i'm really feeling. and nobody has any idea how it really is, nobody's experienced what i'm going through in my mind right now. well maybe some have? nobody I know in my life though, maybe there are some that are reading my blog that know what i'm talking about.

I just read that whole paragraph over again and it all sounds really stupid and repetitive.. but oh well. Maybe you know what I'm talking about, maybe you don't, but it's okay either way.

Let's see.. what else is there for me to talk about.

Stressing a little bit for my japanese national test on Friday, but not too much. We're doing presentations in psychology class tomorrow of the videos we made, and we also have to talk to the class explaining it.. not looking forward to that :/ otherwise my day should be pretty easy tomorrow.

I also just started studying Swedish again, I began this new lesson set that is much more intense than the others I've worked with. Everything is in Swedish, all of the instructions etc., absolutely no english except for this one paragraph on the "about" page, so the swedish dictionary is getting a lot of use from me :) haha. But it seems really good so far, hopefully I'll have time to be able to keep my studies up and actually improve in swedish, instead of the usual learn a bunch > get busy > forget it all > learn it again. Which has happened many times.

I'm sorry, this is a horrible horrible post. I don't have the energy to really write much about anything. I guess I'll end for the night now. And sorry, but I really can't be bothered right now to add pictures to this post, I'm going to just go and sleep now. Hope things are well for you, whoever's reading this :) And hope I can write some better posts than this tomorrow, hope tomorrow is a better day x

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